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The Nostalgia Zombie

IT is quite clear that my grandmother is dying. Since the time of her last surgery, physiotherapist no one denies this wretched detail. Now even her oncologist advises against the rigours of treatment. That there is no cure for the misery at the end of life is generally agreed. Agreed by everyone, youth health it seems, medical but a young and brightly efficient hospital doctor. He wants to know if my grandmother has been experiencing trouble sleeping. If she finds it difficult to concentrate. Is her appetite for food and life diminished? Does she have recurrent thoughts of death?

My grandmother is 97 and the tumour in her bowel has metastasised. Naturally, the answer to all the young doctor’s questions is yes. He moves through his checklist. After a five-minute interview, he determines that my grandmother is not, after all, experiencing the profound, normal sorrows associated with fatal illness, widowhood and old age. She has major depression disorder. He prescribes Effexor and continues his rounds.

The rhythm of this checklist and diagnosis is familiar to many. In the 2005-06 financial year, more than 12 million prescriptions for antidepressants were provided to Australian patients. Estimates suggest that 85 per cent were written by general practitioners. Using scant psychiatric training and the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders as a guide, doctors routinely pronounce us medically depressed.

Data from the Australian Bureau of Statistics indicates that one in every five Australians will have a direct experience of depressive illness during their lifetime. This epidemic could be simply read as the consequence of the “serotonin deficiency” described by the manufacturers of drugs such as Prozac, Zoloft and Paxil. According to Allan V. Horwitz and Jerome C. Wakefield, authors of The Loss of Sadness, it may also be the byproduct of an uncompromising diagnostic manual.

The DSM, published in 1952 and now in its fourth revision, is psychiatry’s most influential blockbuster. If you have visited a GP, it is likely you have been judged against its criteria. Many of us are diagnosed by a classification system based entirely on the identification of symptoms. This isolated reading of symptoms, as Horwitz and Wakefield point out, is a nosology rarely used in other kinds of medicine.

My grandmother’s cancer was neither diagnosed nor treated simply on the basis of her subjective complaint. Over months her biochemistry, her responsiveness to therapies and her medical history were examined before exploratory surgery took place. By stark contrast, her major depression disorder was diagnosed in a contextual vacuum in no time flat. There is little trace in contemporary psychiatry of Sigmund Freud’s history-taking practice.

“Of course she’s sad. She’s old, her husband’s dead and she has bowel cancer,” my mother says. The doctor prescribes nonetheless. According to the measure of the DSM IV, my grandmother is not sad. Removed from its milieu by contemporary medicine, sadness is wont to become depression.

“In the past,” the makers of frequently prescribed antidepressant Zoloft write, “people believed that depression was merely an emotional state that made people sad. These days, however, depression is recognised as a medical condition.” It was the DSM IV that facilitated this makeover of reflexive sadness into a “medical condition”. Psychiatry has abandoned its tradition of context. It is this fact more than any other that fuels the reputable rage of Horwitz and Wakefield. Depression as described in the DSM IV, they write, “fails to take into account the context of the symptoms and thus fails to exclude from the disorder category intense sadness, other than in reaction to death of a loved one, that arises from the way human beings naturally respond to major losses”.

Bereavement is the single exclusion acknowledged by the DSM IV in diagnosis of depressive disorders. In cases that do not involve the loss of a spouse or family member, sadness triggered by loss is now medicalised. Horwitz, professor of sociology at Rutgers University in New York, and Wakefield, professor in the School of Social Work at New York University, would broaden that exclusion to include other kinds of loss. Divorce, professional calamity and diagnosis of a fatal illness, they argue, can all produce the requisite two-week period of melancholy the DSM IV stipulates as a sure sign of mental illness:

In effect, these DSM definitions have become the arbiter of what is and is not considered mental disorder throughout our society. What might seem like abstract, distant, technical issues concerning these definitions have important consequences for individuals and how their suffering is understood and addressed.

Horwitz and Wakefield do not diminish the gravity of depression. In fact, they suggest, it is the one-size-fits-most definitions in the DSM that unwittingly have done so. Ironically, it is the pathologisation of normal sadness that “can be argued to have made depressive diagnosis less rather than more scientifically valid”.

Nor do the authors attempt to dismiss as malingerers depressives who might fall outside of their proposed nosology. By contrast, they mourn the vanishing of everyday sadness as it is classified and medicated into stupor. They do not propose that the divorcee, cancer patient or retrenched worker soldier on without counselling or support. But they do advocate for a therapeutic culture that recognises the purpose and value of sorrow.

Sadness may be “neither abnormal nor inappropriate” write Horwitz and Wakefield. It may even be salutary. It must always be understood within its context.

For 2 millennia, a distinction has existed between sorrow that arises with and without cause. But the DSM has eliminated the insight of Hippocrates, Freud and a “diagnostic tradition that explored the context and meaning of symptoms in deciding whether someone is suffering from intense normal sadness or a depressive disorder”.

In time for the fifth revision of the DSM, the authors suggest that at least one-quarter of patients diagnosed as clinically depressed might just be normally sad. Part of a small, determined group of clinicians and theorists who urge a new framework in the diagnosis of depressive disorders, Horwitz and Wakefield have attracted positive attention, with their work receiving favourable reviews in journals of psychology and psychiatry. Their book is bolstered by a foreword by Robert Spitzer. Decreed by The New Yorker as “one of the most influential psychiatrists of the 20th century”, Spitzer was instrumental in the development of the third DSM. The scholarship of Horwitz and Wakefield, Spitzer writes, “has caused me to rethink my own position and consider how the authors’ concerns might best be handled”.

Spitzer is in a position to make important changes to reparative theory. We, the psychiatric laity, are not. However, this academic work resonates with such common sense it’s impossible to believe that it will not positively influence those everyday “depressives” lucky enough to rifle though the right part of the self-help shelf. Although an impassioned petition to the newly appointed authors of the impending DSM V, the book functions equally well as a treatise on contemporary melancholy. This is an erudite analysis of the nature of illness. But its remit extends well beyond the realm of psychiatry.

Horwitz and Wakefield ask us to consider Willy Loman. The protagonist of Arthur Miller’s Death of a Salesman is “possibly the fictional character most representative of American life during the decades following World War II”. As Loman ages and his hopes of realising the American dream wither, he enacts the bleakest conceivable gesture. In 1949, audiences found succour in Miller’s play. Loman was seen as the dramatic enunciation of his time. Fifty years later, Robert Falls, director of the revived script, consulted psychiatrists. “They said that Willy was manic depressive, with hallucinatory aspects,” Falls told The New York Times.

Miller did not concur. “Willy Loman is not a depressive,” he said. “He is weighed down by life. There are social reasons for why he is where he is.” Miller, in the habit of great playwrights, might tie the actions of his protagonist to a cause. However, the DSM and the happiness-fixated culture that produced it allows no such mooring. Willy Loman needs a pill. This shift in the understanding of Loman, Horwitz and Wakefield write, “from a social to a psychiatric casualty represents a fundamental change in the way we see the nature of sadness”.

Eric G. Wilson, professor of English at Wake Forest University in North Carolina, is similarly eager to recoup this vanishing view of sadness. Against Happiness does not mention Miller; it does, however, reference Bruce Springsteen, William Blake and Emily Dickinson in its quest to valorise misery. Sweet sorrow, Wilson suggests, is crucial in the creation of great art. An idea that buoys every brooding, literate teen.

Regrettably, Wilson does not share Springsteen’s talent for masculine brevity. What is existence, Wilson asks, “if not an enduring polarity, an endless dance of limping dogs and lilting crocuses, starlings that are spangled and frustrated worms?” Elsewhere he writes that “our passion for felicity hints at an ominous hatred for all that grows and thrives and then dies _ for all those curious thrushes moving among autumn’s brownish indolence, for those blue dahlias seemingly hollowed with sorrow”.

If one persists with this curious fusion of Edgar Allen Poe and Gardening Australia, a rough draft of a decent argument begins to emerge: melancholy has its uses; Samuel Taylor Coleridge would never have written the few poems he did if he hadn’t been such a miserable bugger, and the current Western obsession for happiness and “wellbeing” is potentially unhealthy.

Despite his (broken) heart being in the right place, Wilson comes off like a faintly sleazy first-year English tutor whose proven method of seduction is via Sylvia Plath. Some important ideas about the understanding of happiness are drowned in vanity. And snobbishness. A great portion of this slim volume is devoted to descriptions of the author’s rustic taste in melancholy furniture and synopses of his favourite poems. One might as well visit Wilson’s Facebook page. His intention might be to rail against the medicalisation of sadness and the “grimaced grins” of an era that insists on happiness. Where he might be saying “no one understands misery”, however, he effectively says “no one understands me”.

Sally Brampton, founder of British Elle magazine, has long since reconciled with the fact of no one understanding her. Brampton, who has been diagnosed with major depressive disorder, has written a memoir that may be the subgenre’s most lucid since Andrew Solomon’s bestseller, Noonday Demon: An Atlas of Depression (2002). (Joan Didion’s The Year of Magical Thinking, 2006, does not count; remember the DSM’s “bereavement exception”.)

Shoot the Damn Dog depicts an unlikely candidate for major depressive disorder. For most of her adult life, our blonde heroine has inhabited a world of high fashion, low carbs and great success. Chic, droll and, when outside her duvet, well dressed, Brampton writes like a serotonin-deficient Carrie Bradshaw. It’s odd to think of a woman gifted of such privilege and dress sense come apart at the seams. This disjunction, in part, gives her book some punch.

Brampton describes the onset of something even Horwitz and Wakefield are likely to perceive as illness. Brampton takes us to the psychiatric ward, to several of her botched suicide attempts and, importantly, to a real sense of the stultifying indifference that characterises “real” depression. As the author forewarns, each experience of depression is distinct. Nonetheless, Brampton’s offering is bound to be of help to the well-heeled depressive.

Brampton, whose titular reference is to Winston Churchill’s infamous black dog, has some interest in the world beyond her duvet and personal recovery. Primarily, she engages with the failure of contemporary therapy to consider patient history. As such, she offers several hundred pages of her own. She must, it seems. The evolution of a patient’s sadness has become immaterial in psychiatry. For Willy Loman, for my grandmother and for anyone assessed against the criteria of the DSM IV, context is effectively irrelevant. The World Health Organisation estimates that by 2020, depression will emerge as the leading health concern of the developing world. As Horwitz and Wakefield remind us, a leading concern for the world’s clinicians is a more meticulous understanding of the disease. And the rest of us can concern ourselves with the safeguarding of our everyday sorrows.

Last night at a wedding I had far too much to drink. In an effort to dodge the Nut Bush and its possibility of vomit, viagra 40mg
I began experimenting with a rhyme. I have long avoided involvement in life and all its silly dances by this method. “Just give me a minute, ailment
” I tell my hosts. “I’m writing you a poem.”

Generally, people are so happy to receive tailor-made verse that they forgive your refusal to Nut Bush. As such, I cannot recommend the purchase of a rhyming dictionary highly enough.

On this occasion, however, occasional verse was not to be. Five-dollar Cabernet and The Grease Megamix robbed me of inspiration. Also, I spilled butterscotch sauce on my notebook. This is probably good news for the bridal party as I had attempted to rhyme “nostalgia” with “myalgia.”

This painful marriage of nouns reveals little about bride and groom. It likely says a good deal more about my week which began with the deeply painful placement of my mother-in-law in a facility where half of the patients wear crash helmets and ended in me screaming, “What the fuck are you fucking saying?” at S’s Aunty Jenny. (Don’t worry. I spent all day apologising.)

And, it also reveals that nostalgia is spelled very much like a disease. Thanks to booze and poetic free-association, I can now articulate a long-held suspicion. To wit: nostalgia is a mental illness.

Or, to use the hazy language of psychiatry, it’s a disorder.

N.B. I Hypocrite have written quite a bit on the tendency to medicalise human weakness before. In short, I fear that our eagerness to transform sorrow into depression or boredom into ADHD not only compromises medicine; it makes conversation very dull.

(Before you charge me with insensitivity or, worse, Scientology, read those pieces. Better yet, take a look at one of the serious texts on the topic.)

So, all of this goes toward undermining my argument that nostalgia should be a classified disease. But, what the cock, eh? It seems that just about anything can be added to the inventory of cuckoo. Post-Traumatic Embitterment Disorder, AKA being pissed off about something bad that happened, is one of the newest diagnosable fads. I say: add nostalgia to the hit list. Medicate the nostalgic. Couldn’t hurt. Might stop them banging on and welling up when they approach the city limits of Nut Bush.

Idealising the past is not just futile. It’s potentially dangerous. This is as evident in The Grease Megamix as it is in the work of journalism’s own defrosted Danny Zuko, Louis Nowra. A contemporary backbeat or a slightly new spin are often all it takes to tempt us into eating history’s shit.

I don’t like re-imaging the past. I’ll happily dress like its 1964 or wrestle with the energy of history in the present; but I have no wish to exhume “old times”. To concede to the fiction of the Good Old Days is, at a very personal level, to curb the promise of the future. And, if I did that, I’d probably end up with Post-Traumatic Embitterment Disorder. Or crying about my mother-in-law every day.

To a Megamix. Reeking of cheap wine. On the outskirts of Nut Bush.

There is, I suspect, another reason for my loathing of nostalgia. From time to time, people tell me that I am an element in their own nostalgic mashup. My voice, once widely heard in Australia, evokes in some the memory of their extreme youth.

Of course, this is sometimes very nice to learn. At others, it’s bizarre. Because, quite often, people talk to me as though I’m dead.

To my eternal regret, I never received an education in grammar. So I can’t be sure of the tense that is used for obituaries. It may be the preterite or the historical past. Whatever it is, I feel like a fossil when people tell me, “You used to broadcast on the radio” or “You were once known for your outlandish pronouncements”. Before your untimely death.

It’s not that I crave “relevance”. I’m happy to leave racy social commentary to the young and panel television appearances to old whores. Honestly, I would rather eat my own butterscotch-sick than haul my arse onto the set of Celebrity Masterchef. And this, I am told by those agents whom I have called in impoverished hours, is what it takes to generate income and “buzz”.

I don’t mind obscurity one bit. But I do mind being addressed as a corpse. The terrifying thing is, I could choose this half life. Or, circumstances could demand that I do.

So. Do me a favour. If you’re watching Talkin’ ‘Bout Your Generation, or any show with more than one contraction in its title, and you see the Razer-Zombie rise from the deeps of pop-culture’s toilet, call my agent. And tell him to eat shit.

14 Responses to “The Nostalgia Zombie”

  1. goatlady says:

    Oh dear. I believe I may have been guilty of associating your radio persona with reminiscences of my long-lost youth on Twitter this very week. Sorry ’bout that.

  2. Tone says:

    Colour me guilty of pining for your broadcasting glory days, Helen. As perverse as this sounds, I actually looked forward to my morning hour-long commute to my first lecture of the day with yourself and Mr Robins unknowingly riding shotgun in my dodgy old Corolla.

    Whilst I’m no criminologist – and I suspect that something pulled out of my arse does not ’empirical evidence’ make – I don’t think it’s a co-incidence that the increase in Road Rage appears to correlate with the decline in the quality of breakfast FM radio. I know if I accidentally happen to stumble across those nincompoops on Nova or Austereo, I have the urge to rip the head unit out of my car’s dashboard and hurl it at the next cyclist that cuts me off.

    As for TBYG, Shaun Micallef must be getting pretty tired by now, given that he has to carry that whole abortion of a show by himself. Arguably the second most tragic waste of talent in the Australian media today. Shaun deserves better.

    Anyway, this is about you. Not me. Or Shaun. And certainly not about the abysmal state of popular media in Australia today. Thank you for indulging me. :)

  3. Tiger_Crane says:

    “transforming everyday sadness into a medical condition”… and how eagerly this is often soaked up.

    After a particularly disgusting break-up a good friend began encouraging me to look for pharmaceutical solutions, even taking the time to drop round on a Sunday morning to drive me to a medical centre saying “there’s an antidepressant for everyone”.

    (I hasten to add, other than admittedly tedious inappropriate crying at gigs I was turning up to work each day, not abusing drugs or alcohol – although behaving like a hermit when not required to ‘turn the metre on’).

    After 5 minutes I got a script for Zoloft & Stillnox (hilarious). I couldn’t help marvelling at how long it had taken me in the past to score a script for Normison before a dance party.

    I filled script but couldn’t bring myself to take them and then discovered a fantastic GP who ‘took me through the questionaire’ and then said

    “frankly, you sound pissed off to me. and rightly so. I think it would be better if you continued to stay away from the booze as much as you can, maybe take up a bit of exercise to work off some of the anger and release some endorphins. you might also like to try staying away from negative pigs – at least for a while”.

    He also offered to see me if I felt I was wigging out over the next couple of months in case we needed to reassess the situation.

    Took 6 months but I got my act together. I don’t regret the 6 months either – I learnt more about myself and the world that I had in the 37 years that preceeded them.

  4. helenrazer says:

    Haha, Tiger. In an age where the merest shrug can find your GP writing a script for SSRIs, it’s impossible to get a good old fashioned benzo for recreation. I wish I still had a Dr Pills.
    I’m happy to be nostalgic about Valium.
    Re Stillnox. Ew. The local iteration of Ambien, this shit found me unconsciously stuffing an entire chicken into my mouth at 4 AM.

  5. Ethel Merman says:

    I long for decent media in Australia. It was once there. You were part of it then. I guess I just hope you’ll muscle your way to the forefront and tell all those old white men to shut the fuck up again, sometime soon. My nostalgia is based in current times: I wish the angry Razer of then was in a similar position of being able to talk to so many so easily, now.

    Guess I’ll just have to start passing around the hat to drum up enough funds for the national billboard campaign then.

  6. Melanie says:

    I can get nostalgic over anything….even a smell will take me back. My 20’s were fantastic, completely different to my life now. Which is excellent, but, full of responsibilities.
    And Helen, finding you online was wonderful. Took me back…sorry….

    • helenrazer says:

      Clearly, I have not argued my case well enough, ladies! There you go with your flattery that consigns me to the grave. And, more importantly, that eulogizes your own past.
      If we were all in our twenties, I’m sure we’d find another public ratbag who couldn’t shut up about her menstrual cycle and obsessions. Because, really, that was all that I did. I talked about disposable things in a disposable medium. While it might merit the occasional wry smile in those who endured it, it certainly does not deserve your longing.
      But. I would encourage you to loathe mainstream media. And a loathing of radio in particular; a medium that can, cheaply and easily take risks. WTF? Where has the promise of The Long Tail gone? Aren’t we all supposed to be getting all artsy and individual? If this were the case, surely Murdoch wouldn’t see fit to offer Sydney and Melbourne ANOTHER fucking classic rock station.
      Oh well. It is evident that I still harbor an ambition to talk about my menstrual cycle and obsessions. I am now, as I have ever been , completely full of crap.

  7. daev says:

    You were on the wireless before any talk of this fangledoogled NBN and 3G hurdy gurdy.

    As an antithesis to relevance, if you get a chance, check out Jersey Shore. Its as horrendous as Reality can be, but with a sweet, simple cast. It is the sweet, simple things of life which are the real ones after all.

  8. Ethel Merman says:

    I tuned out radio several years ago, it’s all exactly the same as each other. I find plenty of angry voices online who can provoke my brain, whereas radio in Australia just pisses me off because it treats the listener like they are morons. And the centralisation of news media here into the one funnel means no matter where you turn in the mainstream, you’re getting the same homogenised message. It’s tedious. Thank fuck for bloggers expressing their individual ideas.

    Why don’t you do podcasts where you can discuss your menstrual cycle? ;)

  9. Venise Alstergren says:

    HELEN RAZER: Being new to your web-site I don’t know whether or not you cover sexism/feminism on a regular basis. Nor, do I believe, do you live in Melbourne.

    This morning at the coffee shop I picked up a Herald Sun off the nearest table. It is a nauseating rag at the best of times. In today’s edition there is a double page spread headed ‘Women Lose Their Roar’ by someone called Alan Rowe.

    Amongst other things he writes that the women’s movement has failed. This hypothesis is predicated, wait for it…

    “and women’s liberation, which was to have freed them has instead delivered appalling rates of teenaged pregnancies, damning numbers of divorces, and more unhappy and exploited women than ever.” (None of the above has anything to do with drunken loutish young men?)

    Germaine Greer cops a serve because she’s got big tits and surprise surprise, Lara Bingle gets five paras, not because she is a silly and venal little girl, but because Bingle said she feels ’empowered’ by dint of being paid to do something.
    BTW What does she do, apart from getting herself into Woman’s Day?

    Woman’s Day (with reason) cops another serve, as does pole dancing-I kid you not-and women’s volleyball, because the players are forced to wear small costumes. Her Royal Highness Princess Haya bint (sic) Al Hussein of Jordan is blasted for not speaking up on women’s issues(I think he’s got that wrong, the Queen of Jordan does good works) but then the woman quoted ‘Is only the “junior wife of husband Sheik Mohammed bin Rashid Al Maktoum’.

    Princess Mary (yeah the Oz one)”would not be seen dead dressed in the manner forced upon our gold medallists, Natalie Cook and Kerrie-Ann Potthurst.”

    Joanne Rowling of Harry Potter fame, for hiding behind her initials in order not to alienate her teen aged readers. Actually there’s possibly an element of truth to this.

    Then we get ‘the childless Julie Bishop’ and ‘Julia Gillard, is taunted by the Liberals for ‘being deliberately barren’.

    Why this article is so offensive is because his readers-not being renown for their intelligence- could easily think he is in favour of women’s liberation and females in general. In fact it is one of the nastiest pieces of sexist put downs that I’ve ever come across.

    I would love to hear your opinion on this tawdry article.

  10. StanmoreRob says:

    Well said as ever but…

    Helen, please don’t forget that depression is a real disease that kills real people, really horribly. I agree that it is over diagnosed and that what is simply ordinary weltschmerz is often misdiagnosed as ‘depression’ but spare a thought for those of us for whom our neural chemistry is our worst enemy.

    • helenrazer says:

      Rob, I couldn’t agree more vehemently. My point is that the over-diagnosis of the disease results in a sort of medical cheapening of it altogether. I am not saying that folks with depression should just “buck up”. I am urging a better definition, system of diagnosis and treatment.

  11. StanmoreRob says:

    And I can only admire you all the more for it. :)

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